I am so scared being so alone when this COVID-19 thing is going on. Why is god allowing this to happen? Why did god allow 95,735 beautiful human beings to die the way they did? No wonder I have an hard time believing in him when this happens. That is the truth people. I thought God supposed to love his people and 95,735 families lost loved ones to a virus that should never be on this earth. Someone tell me why god allows this to happen and give me validation on why I should still follow a deity who allows COVID-19 to exist? Why is god not answering any prayer to stop COVID-19? I think a lot of people pray to him asking him to stop COVID-19. Being alone when this is going on is scaring the hell out of me. I don't like it one bit.