God I feel like I'm going to throw up.

Sometimes I really hate how introverted I am with this kind of stuff. With all of the interesting meetings I hear about, I ask myself if there are people in the Troy/Sterling Heights border. I feel like most of the people here are in places like Flint, Dearborn or some other major Michigan area.

I call myself my own hypocrite.

I like the idea of meeting a bunch of people who have similar hobbies/interests; but at the same time I feel as if I would have nothing to talk about or I would just be the guy that's just "there". Maybe if some of the gatherings were closer to me, then I might consider it; but then again I wouldn't mind making a long drive to meetup.

As far as game-nights are concerned, I am unfortunately stuck with my 360. I don't want to "host" one because I'm not even sure if anyone here still has their 360 or even uses it. The only games I could "host" would be Halo 3, Reach, and 4; and Black Ops 2 (And I only have all DLC for Halo 4). Even if I somehow was able to pull off all of that, I don't really have much to say. Not to mention my Gold sub ends October 26.

Dammit! I want to do more socializing, but I'm not social at all!

I don't even know why I continue to be on a site where I'm not doing much and have wanted this to be my job in X amount of years...

Why am I still typing...?