Sorry but I just need to rant, it's not like anyone will see this anyways.
I'm in fashion show for my school, like a normal person trying to fit in, and there is a segment for seniors that allows us to rent a dress from a store and wear it the night of the fashion show. Well being me and wanting to get things done because I have a busy schedule this month, I went to the store that provided the dresses and picked one out. Let it be known that I was the first girl from my school to show up from the fashion show to pick this dress.
Well a few days later I get an email saying that I needed to pick a new dress. I thought that the store sold my dress that I had on hold for the show. However, I kept my cool and went to the store anyways to find a new dress. When I got there I found the same dress in the same size that I had on hold. I asked an employee who remembered me from my first visit and asked why I was contacted to pick a new dress. Turns out that two other girls after me picked the same dress. I contacted the teacher that was running the show and asked why I needed to pick a new dress if I got mine first. Well she told me that she needed two dresses that would " fit specific bodies" that the two girls had. It just so happened that two girls favored the dress that I had picked and decided that it worked for them. Now only having three days before the show I need to find a time where I can go back and look for a new dress for a talent show. I'm not one to let things get to me but this really bugged me just a little bit, and now I'm just very paranoid about my body and the fact that I feel fat and ugly.
However, I just want to say one thing to everybody and anybody who has ever been made feel this way, I think you're beautiful in every possible way!! Always Keep Fighting my friends <3
Hello people!!
Wow. 2017? Where has the time gone? I know that it might sound something that I posted before but that's because, it is. I haven't posted in awhile but I hopefully I will start doing it. I'm turning 19 this year, I'm graduating High School and going to College. Man this year is going to be crazy. I can't wait to share it with all of you!! Well see you then lovelies
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Wow. 2016? Where has the time gone? I will soon turn 18.. I can't believe it. Since my last journal, that I'm sure no one read, things are getting better. I'ts my senior year of high school and I'm ready for the growing up part to be hard. Hopefully it will be fun during the process. Although, on the bright side I will be able to be a RTX guardian this year!!! Also this means I'm one year closer to applying to work for RT, which has been my dream since 2011. Well hopefully everything works out.
You might not know me..I don't really post much here but I'm just having one of those nasty days that can only be solved by ranting to random people on the internet on your favorite website. Things are hard and I know that they are not going to get better. Am I being dramatic? Ya I guess you can say so, but I know what might come next and that might be me punching a wall out of frustration. So here's to today, because it's only going to get worse from here, and then hopefully it might get better soon. Thanks for letting me rant, continue on your day.