I can't describe how upsetting it is that after years of dedicating myself to this community and documenting my life through journals here that my effort just doesn't exist anymore. I was definitely a jerk at times and I don't look at everything I've done here with pride. That said, I opened myself up to this community in ways I've never done anywhere else. There is a lot of support and growth that is just no longer documented anywhere and it makes me sad. I thank everyone who was supportive or called me out on my bullshit. I sure wish I had a record of that, but I was one of the people advocating hard for a new site and I guess this is what we got. It is what it is I suppose. I don't think I'll ever be able to rebuild what I had here and that legitimately bothers me sometimes. Those of you who I still chat with on Twitter and FB are extremely appreciated. Maybe I should try my hand at Tik Tok haha! I genuinely hope those of you who took the time to make an impact on my life are doing well. Hell, even those of you who didn't; I miss you all!